Fear

It all happens in a flash, over within minutes. But it remains etched right there, becoming a part of you. It is that part which you want to hide and make it disappear. Maybe not thinking about it, will make it go away. But its still there - very real, and right there, catching you unawares. It has made no move to slink away into the darkness, and does not show any signs of leaving anytime soon. It is going to make itself comfortable inside you, making you it's home; a parasite feeding off your emotions and feelings.

I am talking about Fear. Yes, Fear as if its a real, palpable living creature. It grows, gaining strength and evolves by finding out your weaknesses and all the chinks in your armour. The longer it stays, the more deep rooted its going to be. Its going to gnaw at your heartbeat, giving you the shocks of your life. It is going to turn some sensitive moments into miserable, heart-clenching times. Its going to stay there, only coming out with its full potential at sudden moments, giving you the fright of a lifetime. It is never going to let you forget. It is never going to let you move on.

It is going to be within you and around you. It will be found in the dark recesses and alcoves of buildings, deserted alleyways and streets or in some suspicious looking fella walking towards you. It is going to masquerade itself as seemingly innocent people, but going to pounce on you the minute you let your guard down. It will make you paranoid; letting all sense go out the window.

It will cackle and express its mirth at your helplessness and vulnerability. It will have the time of its life, while you will be found wishing if only it had never happened.